I began to take notes at work only when it became obvious to me that all the administrative personnel at my facility were spending their days conspiring to violate my civil rights and those of others -- covering up, on the State's payroll, very serious criminal activities.
As I explain in "Here's How It All Came About," the administrators of Manhattan Borough Developmental Services Office (currently Metro New York Developmental Disabilities Services Office) at 75 Morton Street in New York's Greenwich Village took full, unfair, unethical, and often illegal advantage of their connections with the law enforcement, military, and intelligence communities in persecuting unwanted employees out of their jobs. I heard them laugh about the tragedy and disgrace of others. I could almost hear the saliva dripping from their jowls as they gleefully spoke of arrests and strip-searches. Their meanness of spirit and their strutting, swaggering, snickering arrogance sickened me. They behaved like members of a cult, secret handshake and all. I use the word "satanic" to describe them -- cynical, with an over-developed sense of irony and utterly unjustified delusions of superiority. They are hate junkies, contempt addicts. That's what they live on.
They have no real respect for any person outside their satanic little circle. They live for the thrill of a set-up. They go in quest of the ultimate absurdity, rendering the law itself an instrument of criminality. They have no respect for truth or law. They twist and falsify, turn everything upside-down, inside-out, and ass-backwards.
They are consistently sadistic. They can't resist the cheap shot, can't give the sucker an even break. They have to hurt and hurt and hurt, with no limit to their malice, no hint of compassion or forbearance.
Insecurity and cowardice, nonetheless, taint their presumed superiority. I have wondered: "Just how much of an advantage do you need? How sick, how crippled, how poor, how isolated, confined, outnumbered, surrounded, does the victim have to be before you feel secure in your `superiority?'"
The monsters of Morton Street are, quite simply, the sickest, most perverse, most disgustingly evil and malevolent personalities I have ever encountered. They have no principles at all, really. They just look for advantage, and they will take advantage of anything or anyone at any time.
They may not all be alive at this time. Few, if any of them, are likely to be at Morton Street, but these monsters are still very much a part of my life, twenty-four hours a day. I am the primary object of their organized hate, the very center of their sick, twisted universe.
They are no damn good. If given the chance, they will corrupt and destroy the world. They've already gone pretty far in that direction. Law-enforcement officials will not act to put an end to their hate crime, their conspiracy against rights, their deprivation of rights under color of law. Foreign governments deny political asylum to their victim and help to cover up their crimes.
If justice under law will not call these vicious criminals to account for their obscene crimes, I wish God would strike them down, for they represent a danger to everything that's good and gentle and decent in this sad and hurting world.
James Henry Graf
